Most Painful Of All
I touched myself to see if I’m in reality
Hard rain kept pouring down
But it never did touched the ground
I stood up from my bed
And went outside… I ask my self
Is it really over? Is it really done?
Can this be true? I’m left standing here alone without you
My hands kept trembling
My tears won’t stop pouring
I’m too weak to move on
I still can’t believe you’re gone
What happened to us?
What made you turn away?
Why do you have to leave so soon?
I’m lost in this vast empty space of darkness
I’m drowning in pain... drowning with questions
Why have you given up on us so soon?
Why did you have to leave me this way?
Why did you have to go away?
I still want to hear your laugh...
I still want to see you smile at me...
I still want to feel your warm embrace... and your soft lips....
I still want to love your more
It’s like I’ve been stabbed with a burning blade by the heart
I see pictures of you in my mind
Which makes me burst in tears coz I miss you so much
You were my only inspiration, you were my only life
There are times when I would just cry
Even if my mind was totally blank... tears would just fall from my eyes
I guess it’s not me who’s really crying...
It’s my heart who is screaming in pain and sorrow
When you’re beside me… the happiness I feel is incomparable
I’ve never felt that way in my entire life
It saddens me that I will never have the chance to experience it again
This thought… this only thought… is the most painful of all….
I guess now… you will just be a beautiful dream…
A dream that I have never dreamt before… and may never will…
And now I was awaken to reality… knowing that… you’re not with me anymore…
But hoping… someday… this beautiful dream would come true…
And find you here back in my arms again… now… and forever…
Finally!!
TEsting
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